my goodness.

These past 7 days have been awful. Last Tuesday was the anniversary of my father's death, Wednesday night I had my accident, and Monday I found out that not only did I total my car, but I also found out that the people that hit me filed a claim and since I have liability, no one is paying for my car.

Then today is my mom's bride's lunch that her office is throwing her, and I stuck my foot in my mouth really bad at work yesterday. I can't even bare to talk about it but it was really bad not-pc infront of someone older and I just keep kicking myself and hoping I didn't offend them.

Last night I didn't get enough sleep because I swear it was the apocalypse outside. It was like 3:45am and it sounded like the whole world was crashing down. By the time I was drug out of bed by my mom and made a little blanket cocoon for myself on the couch, it was downgraded from a tornado watch to a severe thunder storm. I was grateful then and went straight back to bed, but today I realize that it being so quick means that the winds were really blowing strong in order for it to move by so fast.